u make me wanna fall in <3..

blank.no comment.period.confuzzled again man.fyi, fut lang fut yeet doesnt work on me.it doesnt turn me on or wtsoeva.noone cheks xanga neways. just a way of expressin my thoughts w/o havin the whole world kno lolz.here, my deepest thoughts are shown. ANOTHER of those moments where i reach out and end up holdin on to nothin. and no this isnt about friendship shyt. so all that fake shyt like "ill be there for u 24/7!" when u're NOT and "cheer up la!/dun worry!/everythins gonna be betta!" shyt is not necessary.missin those times we spent hrs on the phone,msn, etc tlkin bout the randomest things. now, awkward silences arent the greatest things of all.phone call once every 2 wks just isnt enuff. and since none of the calls last more than 30mins, wif 15 mins endin up to be awkward silences.......dat just.........needs sum improvement.two months, then two months, then another two months. i dunno y i still like u though.thinkin bak to when we first met, i just wish i could go bak in time and go through those happy days again. when we had happy memories n shyt. dun dun dun....

glad i got to finally chill wif the crew once againnnn =) u ppl always make my day 100times bettaaaa and i MEAN IT hehehe

fuk chinese school!!! fukin hate that shit. NEWAYSSSSSSSS...............

might be seein AHEM tomoloooooo =) finally sheesh its been nearly 25 fukkin days since the last time i saw him hahaha weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee......aiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa y's it so hard to get sumthin for a guy??? sheeshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh >< too bad jacquie cant go tomolo laa..........or else she would help me pick out sumthin >< BUT ITS OK!!! so dont be mad laa!! its alllllllllll goood hehee NOT. neways haha hmmmmmm......goin to ah4's house and gonna break down his house hahha by playin wif his barn animal collection hahaha funnyfunnyyy =) LUB MY HNM GURLS TO DA FULLESTTTTTTT =D wonder wt i'd be like w/o u gurls hahaha noone to tlk bout GUYS wif or understand wt its like to be in an all gurls schoool, noone to cheer me up when im at my lowest states, noone to make me laugh.....and actually a REAL one, noone to make me look forward to school, noone to share my friggin locker wif hehe =), noone to just CHILL wif in between classes(round 5 mins lol), noone to explode on and still bak me up, noone to chill wif at br when they miss their bus, noone to haf maddddd convos bout randomest things hahaha U PPL ROKKKK =) and theres this.............this weird guy from sss..............in gr10...............that looks like a porkchop hahaha and is bout to be eaten up by me...........THAT ALSO MAKES ME LAUGH HEHEHE

shouts to: jacquie,van,helen,kris,tram,kitty,mandy,jen,duncan

no thanx to AHEM for always bein so stupid and slow. i just dont get HOW u do so good at school hahaha

scratch out all the pointless info. i hate chinese school and dats it. i cant stand another day there. plzzzz lemme go bak to gf..........i miss..........um...........THE SCHOOL >< friggg...........i started cryin on the ride bak cuz they kept askin how my day was and i didnt wanna remind myself how horrible it was...........but of cose.......they didnt kno i was cryin...........and they thought i still had a cold since my voice was all stuffy n everythin.................and then...........durin lunch they started tlkin bout it.............and it reminded me AGAIN of how horrible my day was...........so yea............got kinda teary again but............didnt actually cry. finally.......got home..............stood in my washroom where noone would see me, and started bawlin my eyes out.